emo

Monday - My first drama club rehearsal. Only 4 people showed up and yet I still had stage fright. All that memorizing I had done all day flew out of the door and I went completely blank. Garrison hates my gutts. I wish he was more motivating.

Tuesday - All that I can remember is getting people angry with my presence, haha. Oh oh, and I can't forget embarassment to the point of tears. Stupid body.

Wednesday - Today I was hollow. I felt empty and couldn't muster up even the smallest genuine giggle. Today I felt like letting people step on me, it didn't matter. Tried to smile and force a couple chuckles here and there, but ultimately I felt like a heaping pile of manunu. Why? I have no idea. I'm sick of this mood I'm in. I just want to lay on my bed all day and read, watch, listen, roll, cuddle, etc. At least I have clean sheets and a sparkly clean floor now :)): but Aus hurt his finger, uncool.

Tomorrow looks like a good one, I'm hoping. Doing my math final afterschool (: and feel oh so prepared since I only missed 2 on the district test. Finishing Amelie, hopefully continuing it during lunch because I'm sick of lunch. Daddy Link's birthday tomorrow also, gotta specially wrap his poppyseed birthday scones, ahaha. Yay. I'm still happy, just going through a rough patch that only I can fix.

<3 21 = 11