tryna shake the emo shit off

I need to shut it with the constant complaining! I'm really really happy. I'm catching up on school work. I won my tennis match easy. My hair is growing out, and I'm actually okay with it. I'm healthy, although I think I might be getting a slight fever. I had the best night of my life recently. Everything is good. If I say something pessimistic, PUNCH ME! cuz I know I'm just trippin'

wtf

I write hella blogs, then reread them and save them as drafts because I hate the way I write or its contents or something hella stupid like that.

I need a confidence boost! I feel kinda lonely without periods 4-6 of sophomore year ):

what you've missed

Friday - Nobody called me to hang out like we planned. Got to drive a lot with Kuya doh

Saturday - Went to Ate's and watched Where the Wild Things Are. I really want to watch it again! Spent the rest of the day at the mall looking for my homecoming shoes/accessories. 4 hours of shopping = one pair of heels.

Sunday - Went to church at 8am as usual. Played tennis with Kuya for a couple of hours. Walk Milo with Austin for a little bit, then head home and eat some Wing Stop fries.

Monday - Unexpected crazy ass rain. Game/practice was cancelled. Three Juniors got their licenses (: Went to church at 6, left at 7. Kuya took me out driving for a little bit.

Tuesday - Game against Rod. Lost pretty badly but I don't really care anymore.. Once I got home, Momma and I went to Target and got the last part to my homecoming outfit.

Wednesday - Happy 21 months! <3 Practice right afterschool since the game against Vallejo was postponed. Super chill practice that I would have preferred to skip. Walked home. Was offered a ride by a stranger. Stopped by Austin's for a little bit where all the guys were riding around and all that boy stuff. Walked the rest of the way home and slept for hours.

I can't wait until November

incoherent

I don't appreciate the way people treat me. It's my own fault for letting myself be vulnerable. I should have never let down that barrier. I won't say anything .. because I don't want to be like her, even though sometimes I feel like we're actually really similar. All I can do is swallow my own pride and deal with the fact that what used to be, isn't anymore. It's not so bad, it's just lonely at times. I should be happy to have so much already anyways. Geez Sam! Haha, I'll make this my turning point. I'm not so bad

by the way, no they'll never understand

CONGRATULATIONS YOU THREE <3 I hope I passssss

quarter grades

APUSH : B
APHILL : A
CHEM: A
PRECAL: B+
LEADERSHIP : A-
MULTIMED: A+


got in trouble for those B's. fuuuuckkk :P

PS, my phone broke! I'm so saaaaaad

fuck

I have a lot of stuff to do ..

blogging has become ..

boring again.

:P the misuse of the words there, their, and they're

I just feel like blogging

I wish I could just nap all freakin' day.
Happy days lately (:
I'm really worried about my APUSH grade doh

I don't know what to title this

1st - Didn't finish my APUSH essay, so my plan is to somehow sneak it into the homework folder tomorrow. We played a tight game of college bowl, but only made it in second place ): Tonight I gotta get my study guide done. 48 Qs... g'damn.
2nd - Nothing too interesting happened in Hill's class today. We finished the first round of Factoid Friday, which means that I need to get researching on my topic soon!
3rd - I wasn't able to focus much in Chem today ): I had to catch up on math homework that I forgot to do. I still love this class! It goes by sooo quickly
4th - I hate this class, Mr. V bores me to death.
5th - I don't like Ramos. I get the same feeling out of him that I used to get out of Mr. Garrison.
6th - I didn't go to it because I had to get ready for our away game against Vallejo

The bus doesn't show up until around 245, and it wasn't even the bus that we were supposed to ride on. It was some children's bus that came along with about 5 kids and was waaaay too small to fit us all. We get to Vallejo, I play a horrible match 6-3 7-5, and I re-pull my leg muscle. I end up having to skip church and get a ride home from Christie. Once I'm home, Kuya lets me move the car out of the driveway .. but I can't resist and I end up driving around my court for a little bit. Then! I pull this awesome parallel park (: Licence soon?! Yaaaayyyy

I love my boyfriend!

yup, the end (:

NEVERMIND!!!!!!!!!! >:P he's a faggot

it's the first competency...

so you already know that I'm going to procrastinate in any way possible. Why not waste my time blogging?

Things have been going pretty smooth lately. I have an unusual confidence in myself that I really hope sticks. Sure, I still have my insecurities, but I'm having fun and feeling good and I don't give a shit about my flaws lately!

1st - APUSH is repetitive, but always interesting to me. I gave up on reading the pages at home, taking notes during class works for me. Ace-ing ALL the tests lately (:
2nd - I'm not going to lie .. I've reverted back to my "I hate Ms. Hill" phase. I think it is just because it is tennis season and I'm not on top of most of my work. Today was fun in class though. Lorenzo played the piano for his minutes and it was really impressive. I wish she would have just said FUCK THE LESSON PLAN and let him play all period.
3rd - This is the only class that I ever look forward to in my day. I swear, I LOVE CHEMISTRY. Everything just makes sense in that class. Ms. Datu loves me too! She spoils me, haha
4th - Mr. V's class is so boring! It makes me sad that I'm not as enthusiastic about math this year. His class just always casts me under some sleeping spell or something. I hope I do well on his quiz tomorrow
Lunch - Youth of Faith put a smile on my face (: On Thursdays, they're supposed to do worship singing. Today, however, I walked into the class and was put into a skit group. We're supposed to recreate a couple bible verses in some modern way. My group is hella cool and our idea is pretty funny. Can't wait to present it!
5th - Leadership is getting to be better for me. Today sucked though because Ramos was on his period or something. He specifically gave the Junior officers (aka Dream Team) the most laborious task of counting out lanyards to be passed out to different classes. It's stupid because we're actually getting somewhere on prom, and there are so many other people who could have stepped up and took the responsibility of lanyard counting, but he had to choose us. Thankfully we had to meet with our prom advisor later that class period, so we passed the task onto some other very generous people. Fucking Ramos, dude
6th - Multimedia is always fun. I finally finished my first magazine ad and everyone around me loves it! I'm trying to recreate a CoverGirl ad at the moment, but I have yet to put everything together. PS I'm sooo Mr. Muster's favorite student. He says so himself :P

Afterschool I went to Ms. Hill's class and aksed for help on my book report. She didn't really help... if anything, she convinced me that my current essays SUCKS. Eventually she kicked me out of her classroom because I think I asked one too many questions. Damn you Hill!!!

Came to practice a little bit late. Ran hills from bottom to top and finished first! Killed my thighs and my booty, and could barely walk back down to the courts. Once I got on the courts, ralleyed with coach a little bit. Dude, I can't two hand back hand anymore! I'm kinda glad that I'm switching to one handed backhand volleys. It feels more professional. It was already 430, so Coach and I played a doubles game against Julie and Carlene. At 5, we stopped at 5-5. Coach messed up soooo much during the game. He freakin' lost us two deuce points!!!

Kuya picked Austin and I up and we went to this burrito truck that sells a mean ass pastor super burrito <3 We bring Austin home, then a little later him and I hang out and walk Milo. See Danilo and Balls for a quick second ... hella random. Aus and I walk back to my house together and post in my court and enjoy the night. Pretty fun just lying on the sidewalk talking about shit and avoiding homework. I go inside and down 3 diet cokes since we don't have any juice.

Here I am now!

I had better start working on my essay now. Good luck to me!