fever?

I keep getting this crazy sudden rush of heat all over my body.. like I'm buring up. What's going on with me ):

in my searches

I've found out that I am a very ill tempered person when I'm caught on a bad day. The trouble I find in myself is that I tend to dwell on the shitty things that happen in my day, and just go on from there. No use in complaining for everyone to read. I just need to "suck it up" and focus my attention on all the good things that have happened to me lately.

Sunday was much needed. Hung out with Austin after what seemed like forever and tried to learn wheelies (I think I've decided that I'll save up to fix my bike!). Went out to watch District 9 and loved it still, even though it was my second time watching it. Walked over to L&L and earned 10 dollars on a hot sauce dare then had desert at Coldstone where we were able to talk hella deep <3 Sunday was such a great day

Today, I signed up to do the national anthem during the rally at school. I'm incredibily nervous but I thought, oh what the fucking heck, why not! If I get chosen to sing, I'll just see it as one huge minutes presentation (: Feeling pretty good about myself after today. Gotta keep it up!

GRRRRAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWW

I WANT TO SHAVE MY HEAD, f my hair dude .. it's too hot

I want

to run away and escape to Disneyland ((((:

the heat makes me angry

Ever since I passed out from heat stroke, I feel like I'm going to pass out at any moment when the temperature exceeds 90. Friday was the weirdest sort of hot.

Carey
Hill
Muster - He loves me! We finally did our alien project and he said our project was something that he would have expected by the end of the year. Out group got an extra twenty points since I was the "host supervisor" and am basically running the whole presentation process. I'm sad that I'm switching out ):
V - The electricity went out and I was DYING of laughter. We actually saw Mr. V crack a smile
Ramos
Datu

Went to practice and it sucked. Felt sick and weak right as I stepped onto the courts. Left around 4 to get ready for my drivers training. Downed an entire sweet tea in 10 minutes then quickly showered and waited for my driving instructor. Drove until 7, came home, knocked out until 1030 this morning. Finally caught up on sleeeeeeep (:

I stay dipped in sauce

worst win, best lose

Another day of school. When are the days going to seem like they're flying past me? I want to be a Senior already.

Carey - I never read the chapters ): Epic fail on the quiz, oh well. I'll just make it up in participation.
Hill - Ms. Hill is hilarious this year! AP is surprisingly fun (: despite the work. She hella threw a paper ball at the VP today, hahaha
Muster - We have to present our project tomorrow. I'm the host supervisor so I get extra credit (: He's hella nice to me
V - Got in trouble today when my ring slipped off my finger and hit the ceiling, hahaha. SKITTLES DOH, that's all I think about
Ramos - is a DICK. I don't like this class sometimes. Everyone expects us newbies to know what the hell is going on, but we have no freakin' idea. Plus, theres all these stupid little unorganized things about the class that pisses me off. The only good parts about it are some of the people, the posters, and planning events.
Datu - When are they going to switch us out of this class? Spent most of the period messing around with Aus

Oh my God, my mosquito bite is so itchy. Today we played Napa right after school. It was a fairly good lose. I think I could have scored a couple more points on the girl had I gotten some of my damn serves in, but I'm honestly very happy with my game. The girl I played used to be the number one player last year, so I'm really happy that I was able to hang. I gotta tighten up my game ALOT, but overall I'm happy.

ttyl :P

my (double) fault!

School, tennis, homework. It's all getting pretty overwhelming in a way. I'm always too tired to read the history pages ): I can't wait until I get some sort of routine down.

Today was our first practice game against Will C. Wood. This year I ranked number 2 singles which is pretty surprising. Played this girl who was sooo damnnn weaaakkk, but I was just so nervous that I fucked up my own game. I hate when that happens. Got really frustrated and was hella missing mah patna by the second set ): I'm pretty sure everyone thought they were going to pass out from the heat, but we ended up winning as a team so it's all good. Tomorrow's game is at home, against Napa. Now that I've completely embarassed myself in front of my brother and basically hit my own personal rock bottom, I'm ready to fucking beast on the courts tomorrow.

Overall, things have been going well. I really like Carey, Hill, and V. Glad that teachers don't have to look at their seating charts to know my name anymore (: Did a blood drive poster today for the poster club and actually felt like I was contributing to leadership. Damn! Prom, spirit week, and posters are about to be CRACKIN.

homework all night ): please get me a Hill binder so I can check that shit off ASAP

STAYING POSITIVE

and ignoring it.

I want to watch Inglorious Basterds hella badly! 1. I love Brad Pitt and 2. I love Nazi movies. Damn you homework!

I wanted to hit a little all freakin' weekend but no one would hit me up, hella lame. Monday, we have games to decide rankings.. I'm not excited. Can someone PLEASE show me the fun in tennis again?

BABY, BABY, BABY

I have a load of homework to do
and a pig sty of a room to clean


current concerns:
should I take chem this year?
where did BOJ come from?
will 500 days of summer ever come to century14?
is red lobsters still in business?
will the pressure get to me?
will my . ever end?
will I ever stop being so dramatic? haha, good freakin' Lord!

fr: Toronto, Canada

PS

1: APUSH - Carey

2: APEnglish - Hill

3: Marketing - Muster

4: PreCal - Vis.. van .. a .. something

5: Leadership - Ramos

6: Physics - Datu

turning your problems into solutions

I don't like school. I never like it at first. I hate that period of time when you don't know any of your teacher's systems and everything seems so unorganized. I tend to stress out a lot during the first couple of months of school. I blame it partially on the fact that tennis practice is so long and tiring that I have no time to do all of the work they give me. I also blame it on the fact that I make it my goal to make a really good impression to all my teachers and that causes me to freak out when I do something wrong. Yes, I should chill out .. and I will in time. But as of now, I'm just stressed.

I'm thinking about switching Marketing and Physics to Chem and Art (if they offer 6th period art). Sure, marketing is a great class .. but I just realized that during the summer, I won't have any time to take many summer classes. I need the art credits. Plus, I kinda like the fact that my last two classes of the day would require less thinking. The thing with Physics is that, I don't like my class at all. It's a bunch of loud people who are able to make the teacher feel small. I don't like teachers that can't stick up for themselves. I really want to do Physics, but as far as I know they don't offer it for 3rd period. I was thinking of switching to Chem with Evans or even Chem with Datu again, seeing as her third period class isn't as chaotic. I'm not sure yet .. Chem? It seems sooo much harder than Physics and I have so much on my plate already.

Tennis is a pain. I'm very discouraged. I have lost all confidence in my abilities and have lowered all expectations. I can feel the pressure on me constantly and have lost the fun aspect of the sport. Tennis is like .. a task. I need to perform well enough so that my team may win. It's no longer fun for me. I need support, I'm hella falling behind.

PS I have to go to the doctors ): My family is convinced that I have anemia. Sucks

blissful kisses

Last day of summer = everyone crams all night trying to finish their summer projects


Today was not at all what I expected. I went to practice expecting to DIE seeing as I hadn't played in almost over 3 weeks. Surprisingly, it felt as if I was never gone. Sure, I haven't improved at all like the other girls, but I'm really glad that I didn't get any worse.

Drove a couple of times today (: Finally recycled my bottles and cans and only got 20 dollars. So lame! I won't give up though, I'm going to figure out the tricks to making that recyin' dough.

Around noon, I planned on starting my summer projects. I didn't think much of them since I only had a two paged English essay to write and one page of notes for APUSH. Little did I know, that I would be working all freakin' day on those bitch ass projects and wouldn't finish until 1AM. So, Austin comes over around 1 or so and we plan to work on our projects. Of course, we play around for most of the time and barely get anything done, but who cares because we were still having fun. I helped him with his reading logs, and after about 5-6 hours we were finally finished haha. Around 9 we started to work on our essays, but for some reason I felt as though I got that essay down easy. I mean, I was a returning Hill student so I thought that it would a lot more important for him to get his done first seeing as I was already used to the all-nighter Hill papers. Everything turned out well, I feel a little bit bad that we kinda sorta gave up at the end due to the time and our sleepiness. Overall, I think it's a pretty good essay (:

In conclusion, this last day of summer turned out to be a lot better than I expected. Sure I was working on projects all day, but I got to spend it with one of my favorite people in the world <3 Yay! Now, time to do my nails. Fuck sleep!

feelin' like the incredible hulk

I am so sick of this day. There were several times throughout the day where I felt as though I were turning green and I should rip my shirt off in anger. Tonight will be all about finishing my summer projects (English essay + History essay), then tomorro I'll finally be able to go to tennis practice and after hopefully prep myself for tomorro i.e. finger nails, toe nails, hair, face, outfit, etc.



*RIP D, I am so so so sorry. I'm so stupid

pessimism

Paris
Morgan
Kim
(no specific order from here)
Mary
Carlene
Shemayne
Alex
Julie
Sam (me)
Rochelle
Sarah
Lena
Monica
Annabelle



projects
acne
chubs
split ends
mood

summer projects

School is just around the corner and I still have two essays. I'm currently at my sister's place and have hit a metaphorical wall. I can't think! It's about that time before a big project where I begin to focus on everything else BUT what I really need to get done. Do you realize how many movies I've seen? How many surveys I've done? How many random Youtube videos I've watched? Ridiculous. I'm so irritated with myself, yet here I sit just staring at that blank Microsoft Word Document with nothing to write. This is incredibily frustrating. F!

On a happier note. Freshman orientation was an epic fail .. for the freshman. It was actually pretty chill for us juniors. A day of good music, free food, and good people. It was like a really long lunch. Afterwards, a couple of people headed to Blue Rock Springs for an impromptu juniors picnic/football game. I only stayed for a little, but in that time I had great fun (: I'm so grateful to the friends who have cars already and are so willing to give everyone a ride. Thank you!!! I swear, I'm going to do the same once I start to drive.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAYPEE!!!

movie marathon

17 Again - I love this movie so much. I have mad respect for Zac Efron
Confessions of a Shopaholic - So cute! I love her hair
I Love You Man - HILARIOUS!!!

blame this on my bad mood, but

some people just need to keep their shit to themselves and stop trying to brag about their lives like it's so damn interesting. so you hang out with people endlessly, who cares. show me your grades and I bet you won't be bragging no more. my feelings towards you wouldn't be so passionate had you not been a bitch to me everytime I tried to be a friend to you.. honestly, I'm done trying.

driving lessons

YES! I drove today (: This means that I may still be able to get my license dude! I am soo juiced. I'm at the daycare in Glen Cove right now, and as I was getting ready today, I was thinking to myself, "Man, I could drive us there." But, I didn't dare ask. Then my mom goes and waits in the car, and as I come out .. I see her in the pasenger side. I drove! I drove! I drove! Okay, so it may not mean a lot to anyone else, but this is a great privilage for me. License in, I'm hoping, October? (: (: (: (: (: Junior Year is going to be AWESOME

A Title Pour Toi

Today was a great day. Words cannot express how happy I was to see you! I am hella blessed to have someone like you in my life. This blog is GAY, yay!


PS - you owe me 40 dollaz, don't forget (;
PPS - I <3333333333333333333333 my bike

From her dress, to her hair, she is so beautiful. Ya, from time to time she has a super baby face, but it's cute! I hope once my hair grows out, it's as shiny as hers duddddeeee

Stuck here for the duration. Getting kinda lonely

Monday - Daycare
Tuesday - Leadership, Daycare
Wednesday - Link Crew, Daycare
Thursday - Link Crew, hopefully no Daycare, go to Ate's or go to camping trip
Friday, Sat, Sun - Ate's or camping.

Tha's W'sup.

I don't ever blog forreal on blogger anymore.

I have a tumblr. Boo hoo, I was at 3 digits in my tumbularity, then I took a computer break and now I'm back to the 70's. My computer break did, however, help me to check off one thing from my summer projects list. Hey, The Crucible was not so bad! I just .. didn't understand the ending really.

I've still got to read Brave New World, and I'm kinda excited. I just wish we didn't have to do reading logs. I'd rather take notes. I also have to start my argument paper, which proves difficult since I have no idea what that article is even talking about. HELP? Then finally, I have that 6 (or is it 8?) paged, handwritten essay I have to do for AP History. Man, that shit is cake. Finally I have a reason to research Abraham Lincoln

What else, what else .. I looked at my library account online to renew some books and realized that I had 3 books that were classified as LOST! I checked the fee that I owed and it said 58 dollars!!! I'm not going to lie, I started to hyperventilate. Thankfully, if I return them soon, the fee is a lot less severe! Phew, dodged that bullet.

Aus is coming home soon, school is starting soon, tennis is starting soon. I can't wait!

I want to play tennis already. FUCK!

I'm craving some authentic mexican food, fuckkkk. fatty fatty fatty

sleeping over Aperil's with LaChellez.

night.

this makes me sad

"Today, my boyfriend told me that we would be living out one of his fantasies. When I showed up, ready to go, he began playing the theme song to Star Trek and asked me to call him Mr.Spock. FML"

"Today, in the midst of foreplay, this girl tells me I am so hot, I respond "Ditto." She heatedly responds "I love ditto," to which I suavely reply "I didn't know you were into Pokemon. That may make you even sexier." She knows nothing about Pokemon, but I sure know how to kill the mood."

"Today, I was performing the classic 69 position with my girlfriend. I wasn't able to control it : I farted right into her nose. FML"

hahahahaaaaa

<3

<3
<3 LaChelle's

I can't sleep!
I have to wake up at 8 tomorro
I have to walk to school because I have no ride
My damn smoothie spilled all over my bed
I'm afraid a swarm of ants will devour my body by the end of the night
My dog loves my cat who loves my fish
It's my second time watching UP and I still cry at the beginning
I wish I was in LA with you!

I'm not making titles for my blogs anymore .. it's ugly

spent pretty much the entire day in bed with an ice pack wrapped around my ankle and my foot propped atop three pillows. such an unproductive day .. I love it!