I don't like school. I never like it at first. I hate that period of time when you don't know any of your teacher's systems and everything seems so unorganized. I tend to stress out a lot during the first couple of months of school. I blame it partially on the fact that tennis practice is so long and tiring that I have no time to do all of the work they give me. I also blame it on the fact that I make it my goal to make a really good impression to all my teachers and that causes me to freak out when I do something wrong. Yes, I should chill out .. and I will in time. But as of now, I'm just stressed.
I'm thinking about switching Marketing and Physics to Chem and Art (if they offer 6th period art). Sure, marketing is a great class .. but I just realized that during the summer, I won't have any time to take many summer classes. I need the art credits. Plus, I kinda like the fact that my last two classes of the day would require less thinking. The thing with Physics is that, I don't like my class at all. It's a bunch of loud people who are able to make the teacher feel small. I don't like teachers that can't stick up for themselves. I really want to do Physics, but as far as I know they don't offer it for 3rd period. I was thinking of switching to Chem with Evans or even Chem with Datu again, seeing as her third period class isn't as chaotic. I'm not sure yet .. Chem? It seems sooo much harder than Physics and I have so much on my plate already.
Tennis is a pain. I'm very discouraged. I have lost all confidence in my abilities and have lowered all expectations. I can feel the pressure on me constantly and have lost the fun aspect of the sport. Tennis is like .. a task. I need to perform well enough so that my team may win. It's no longer fun for me. I need support, I'm hella falling behind.
PS I have to go to the doctors ): My family is convinced that I have anemia. Sucks
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