incoherent

I don't appreciate the way people treat me. It's my own fault for letting myself be vulnerable. I should have never let down that barrier. I won't say anything .. because I don't want to be like her, even though sometimes I feel like we're actually really similar. All I can do is swallow my own pride and deal with the fact that what used to be, isn't anymore. It's not so bad, it's just lonely at times. I should be happy to have so much already anyways. Geez Sam! Haha, I'll make this my turning point. I'm not so bad