final finals

why oh why did I save the hardest finals last? need to study all the humanities chapters tonight .. then 180 questions for science. obviously these teachers will know for sure that I've cheated on every single test we've taken. oh great. in a bad mood. trying to eat my feelings away but it just makes me feel worse.

1st - cheated on quote 4, was embarassed watching the last three skits for JC, only got one point in the game to review for finals. I'm so glad I don't have to study for that shit.

2nd - bored. werris talked and talked about the final, but since I already took it I wasn't really listening. jotted some notes down for aus, shh'd at loud ol' bitches keeping us after the bell

break - stayed in and talked to werris about a book to read

third - studied chapter 12 vocabulary with george. it was more like me saying really stupid things to him and him laughing. either way, I knew the entire first page of the test (: yay

fourth - watched modern pride and predjudice. tried to get some of my science done.

lunch - went to hill's and she wouldn't open the door. lingered around the quad area but kinda just ended up staring into space, patrially isolated. waited until 1230, then headed to the library to find a book to read for the next book report. found one on the holocaust.

fifth - tried to finish my packet 6 to turn in that day but armando and danilo borrowed all my work. tried to finish my last assignment in packet six, but kept getting sidetracked. danilo greatly hurt my feelings. I don't appreciate people copying me and then being douchebags. but whatever, semester is over.

6th - ran around the gym for a second, alone. hahaha then played hockey all three rounds. 1st defense, 2nd goalie, 3rd offense. I'm terrible at hockey hahaha. sceamed alot, the end.

drama club - garrison straight up chose me to go up and do my lines. did it in front of a camera and only messed up once, at the end. his response was "well .. at least ya got your lines down" hmm, not exactly motivating. watched myself on the telly and was shocked to hear how squeaky my voice is and how unusual my facial expressions are. I need to practice in front of a mirror


Aus wasn't at school today which kinda bummed me out. only one more day of school left for me and I'm afraid I'll just have to spend it stressing out about finals. I wish I just had a day to say bye to everyone, oh well. one week in disneyland with the siblings but missing one of my favorite people. oh, if only we could all chill in LA together, that would be more than awesome. I probably wouldn't want to go home haha. Christmas is approaching and I still haven't gotten christmas presents. I feel bad that I won't be able to give my secret santa folks their gifts until after break or some time during break .. but I gotta focus on my finals first ): blegh, I have a fever and a headache. I'm sooo ready for school to end.