This morning slept in and woke up at 640 when I regularly wake up at 550 to be able to leave at 7. Unusually left the house around 730 but made it to school on time.
1st - eh, 2nd - eh, 3rd - bipolar but semi-fun, 4th - annoyed and confused, 5th - eh, 6th - eh.
afterschool - Got picked up by Daddy Link to go on a double date with Lorenzo and Cathy. Mood swings mood swings mood swings. It's hella crazy how one little thing can ruin a day entirely. Had we all not slept in, my dad wouldn't have taken the day off, he wouldn't have warned me that "he'd be watching", I would have gone to Lorenzo's instead of the movies, I wouldn't have worried to the point that we turn back, all the bitchiness wouldn't have appeared, the tension would have been nonexistent, the day would probably have been fun, and I probably would have gotten home without any suspicion. Fuck. I'm waiting for something good to happen so that I can say "everything happens for a reason", but no. this was shit. Ugh, why do I get like this sometimes? I hella know that I'm being annoying, but I just continue.. wtf, is that just me?
Geez, I just want one of those days where I feel like I'm on top of the fucking world. Thank God for the weekend, some time to get my shit together.
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