I pinch his butt!

*MY BLOGS ARE TOO LONG*
So I've been doing really well in school lately. I turn in all my homework, done all by myself! I study, don't cheat as much, don't procrastinate as much, etc. At school, however, I haven't been doing very well. What I mean is like, socially.. I suck. I don't know if it's my monthly, or what, but I have just been so jealous, so emotional, so angry, so sad and lonely lately. I feel ugly and weak and completely insecure. I want to say that I feel like no one understands or cares, but I know that's a lie and I'm just being sensitive. I hate hormones so much, they ruin my happy life.

1st- Test, I have no idea what an allusion is
2nd- Quiz, thank God I asked Werris about y-form inverses the day before
3rd- Holocaust Nazi Youth video that wasn't as impacting as I expected it'd be
4th- Some black sub that annoyed the hell out of me the moment he talked
Lunch- Got really frustrated with people. Felt isolated. Tried to keep a good spirit, but I just couldn't. I'm driving everyone mad.
5th- Danilo was gone b/c his head accident. Did a test and Armando copied the entire thing as usual. I'm pro at Punnet squares
6th- Played tennis with Brianna and Melissa. Brianna is sooo short

Afterschool- Checked the cast list, really hoping for Sydney Grimm. Was sad to see that I was a pupeteer, not even a single person. I was, yet again, in a group of people. Not even the main group of singers either - the wolfettes - I was part of a group that wasn't even mentioned in the script. I knew I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up. I thought my audition was good, but I guess not good enough. Oh well, I won't quit this one. It just sucks ... I tried my hardest, but came up short.

-Got a ride from Kim. Vented about my shitty part, but no one really wanted to hear about it. Left it alone, got a killer stare from some mexican on the street, showed up at Tommy's, tried to watch several movies but really ended up only watching one completely, ate some really filling food, girltalk, chilled on her bed, watched Aus play with the kids, more girltalk, went home at 11, died on my bed. It was really fun despite my bad attitude. Tommy says we're gonna make it a monthly thing (;