I officially hate school. I know, it hasn't even started and I'm already loathing it. Today was a good, relaxing day. Oh, how I wish everyday was like this! Don't get me wrong, I love to learn .. I just don't have the want to want to learn. I don't know, lately I could give a damn about getting straight A's even if I know that it is absolutely possible if I just focused and tried my best. Damn, does this mean I'm slipping? I mean, I've already given up my dream of becoming the valedictorian, saletatorian (sp), top three, yadayada. It's sad really, I aspire to be nothing but average. My priorities just aren't straight, and that is my own fault. I know I would rather be out with friends, family, the boyf, etc than studying or any other sort of school work. I know I'd rather be on the phone, talking about nothing at all, than reading the next class book in English. I hope that once first semester is officially done and over with, grades are put out and binders can be emptied, I can start over and screw my head back into place.
Today was such a good day. Well, every single day of break were such good days. I can't help but wish it was summer already.
So Wednesday is officially my first day of 2009. My finals are all done by then, the semester officially begins, the holidays are over so the holiday weight must be shed, no soda, possible chopsticks diet, no more nail biting, less procrastination, license, job, college research, etc. Let's hope I can achieve more than half of these things, if not everything.
Now off to studying, FORREAL.. after I call Aus (: can you say all nighter?
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