natural fucking high (:

So yesterday was blah. I slept from about 6pm to 10am, seriously. Hhaha soo beat from doing nothing! This weather just makes you want to snuggle into a blanket and dream all day.

Today was the shit. Valentines Day = Surprise Belated Birthday Party (:

Got to Aus' house and as I got to the door I hear Gabe's distinct voice saying "SHH SHH SHE'S HERE" Hahaha. Greeted by a roar of deep voices, giant bundle of balloons, and the smell of pizza. I can't really describe the day because there was just too much that went on. Basically:

- COD, pizza, chips, then Rockband
- dog poop everywhere
- trampoline injuries
- BB guns
- more trampoline
- cake and screamo sort of birthday song
- pro pictures off of Jaypee's camera
- D, Gabe, and X leave early ):
- Arielle and Carla get there (:
- attempt at hide n seek, freeze tag, and other shit
- fucking with cars, then running away
- bonfire
- girl bonding, haha so gay "everyone hold hands!"
- deep talks on the trampoline
- deep talks at the fire
- start to get sick and exhausted
- put on 5 layers of clothing both upper and lower body
- translating Daniel
- goodbyes
- the end!

AH, hella fun. Surprisingly, no awkwardness between people. Everyone was laughing, singing, jumping, eating, etc. It was the perfect party. I was hella flattered because Momma Link put soo much time and effort into this. Had sweet 16 lollipops; big and little sweet hearts; good ass cake, pizza, hot cocoa, etc; plates that were my favorite colors, balloons that were my favorite colors, more, more, more, more, more. Grr, I hate the way I always look at the bad and take for granted all the good around me. It's in these moments that I realize how much love I really do have in my life. I loved this fun ass, care free day. I hella wish I could replay it over and over and over again. Thank you everyone for celebrating today with me! This was seriously the Sweet 16 I always wanted (:

PS I love love love you lots boo! Thank you for putting this all together. You are the best<3