can't take no mo

Fell asleep earlier than I thought and woke up around 550, forced myself back to sleep and woke up at 830 like a semi-normal teenager would.

Cleaned the shit out of my house because I wanted to go to Steven's little surprise thing, and because ugh, I hate to admit it, I'm trying to be a better child. I am so fucked up to my parents, treat them with no respect. I'm really trying to change that.

Got ready, Aus picked me up around 2ish. We went to Old Navy to get Steven's present then headed to Kim's house. HA, so awkward. Only three people there. More people started showing up and we all ate and watched Step Brothers in her room. Slowly, people started leaving the room and going downstairs, but the movie was good, the bed was good, the food was good, eh. Hahaha, left early so Aus could get to Gabe's.

Chilled at Aus' for like half an hour. Talked deep about life. Got a better perspective. I wish I was capable of calming people down the way that he can. I love him. I need to get my emotions in order. Goal: optimism

Got home around 530 and my parents were surprised to see me. Felt lousy from the entire day and didn't want to spend a Saturday doing shit at home, even though I should really be finishing my drivers ed, or doing homework, or maybe boxing my shit so that I can move into the next room... Oh well, going to the movies with my parents. It'll relieve me of my stress and probably make them happy that I asked to hang out with them for once. They're taking me out to dinner afterwards, I'm feeling Pho. I love my parents.